The friend of mine, Pt. 2

I'm writing the new entry due to my feelings at this time...

Perhaps, it does not need to be shown out, the relationship between you and me. I know it, you know it, so clearly. You are my best mate always, though we often get in arguments. Thinking of you, all I've seen is love and friendship. In fact, I even thought that without a lover, I could still live my life so well because you're always standing by my side no matter what happens to me.

But there were times that I was reminded of a life without you. I asked my self how to make what we've got so pure, and let you get a chance to have your own happiness... All those things hurt me so much, didn't you know darling?

I decided to do a bad thing which I would be the first to leave. Giving me a chance for love also gives you one, but it made me a bad man.

And, the time's come...

There was another person who came into my life, and then I treated you unkindly. But my friend, I wish all the best things in this world will come to you, and never forget that your place in my heart cannot be replaced whatever I do or whoever I am.

Thanks, for your gift on my birthday, it's still simple, cute, and... yours.

Thanks, for being my friend.

Thanks, for the beautiful things you are to me.

Thanks, for all.

And thanks, for nothing.

P.S: I love you.