Somehow, silence speaks louder than words...

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Recognition, classification...


As a child, you were told to avoid dangerous things ambiguously and unable to know the reason or how to prevent them. Only known one thing: be far away!

Just because of your immature thinking, you couldn't recognize or classify them with your own knowledge.

But parents, or the adults, didn't have much time and energy to take care of all.

Reasonably, they had to teach you ways to recognize, and classify what was right or wrong, safe or dangerous, all they did was their points of view force upon you.

... they still did in the same lazy way of thinking: avoid those things.

Dangerous.

Is fire dangerous? Yes.

Is fire necessary? Yes.

Is it good to be burried forever? No.

...


Tuesday, December 01, 2009

The Friend of Mine


I don't know what I would write as opening this web-editor, really. And no reasons explain why I think about a close friend, or more exactly the closest friend of mine at the end of night. Uh huh, first I was gonna read his blog only, because his entries are so interesting and his way on writing is something very attractive, natural, lovely or a little bit... him. Being his friend for over three years, I never thought I had known entirely everything about my kid (the lovely name I call him usually). The more days get over, the more curious I am to know, certainly about him.

Have you imagined that your precious one is the one whom you are unable to own? Yes, he is the one for me. As if it was one or two years ago, if you wanted to find one of us, just could ask the other. But nobody knows that he can go (everywhere), or do (everything) without me, even without my knowledge. He's not only good in teaching, study, or investigation but also great in treating friends, singing, imagining, writing and so much more. And the biggest thing of him is his uncountable abilities. Therefore if you want him, you'll never own him.

Sometimes I thought crazily that I was in love with him (OMG), then I realized our friendship is different from the others, and we are true friends. There's a thing I wanna do is just always standing by him to help, to protect or guard him. But the truth can never be negatived: he doesn't need to be.

Nothing can compare to the very special gift God gives me, him; and I know I'm the only guy he's ever loved.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

Real nature...


Yes, I've known it for a long time, but I didn't want to believe it's true!

This morning, I'd been waiting for you so many hours, many minutes, many seconds to see what's real you are. And God showed me.

However, now I don't hate you, because no one is perfect. But I don't love you anymore, because of your lies...

You lied, as you did it to us, especially to me.

No more...

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Hopeless


I don't know who I am, and why I'm here in this world living for...

This term will be over with the happy ending that I will be kicked out.

No jobs will be waiting for me.

No way to back to my school.

My family, my friends, my instructors / advisers will certainly feel disappointed in me.

And my wishes, my dreams, all of them will only be wishes and dreams.

Nobody, Nothing...