Real nature...

Yes, I've known it for a long time, but I didn't want to believe it's true!

This morning, I'd been waiting for you so many hours, many minutes, many seconds to see what's real you are. And God showed me.

However, now I don't hate you, because no one is perfect. But I don't love you anymore, because of your lies...

You lied, as you did it to us, especially to me.

No more...

Hopeless

I don't know who I am, and why I'm here in this world living for...

This term will be over with the happy ending that I will be kicked out.

No jobs will be waiting for me.

No way to back to my school.

My family, my friends, my instructors / advisers will certainly feel disappointed in me.

And my wishes, my dreams, all of them will only be wishes and dreams.

Nobody, Nothing...